Well, its been awhile since I wrote a blog, but got so much running through my head lately that thought would help to do so tonight.
First of all, found out my daughter is pregnant, and thats cool. She is a diabetic, been one since she was nine years old, so of course she will have to be monitored closely, and baby also. But that is just one of many stresses that have been waying heavy on me lately.
I have always tried to be a nice, caring, and friendly person. I do what I am able to to help others, and try to be concerned about all. Sometimes I think this ends up backfiring onto me. And maybe as someone said once, I am a bit naive in some things. My trust in people is sometimes one of them.
I offered to help some friends when needed, and they have come around to collect, and although am doing my best to keep what promised them, its hard as alot of things have changed since that offer was made. And now, I do not know what to do to help them to help themselves without it hurting me and my familys situation now.
I am hoping to plan a great future with someone and the new situation has brought along with it some problems that could interfere with this, and I feel bad, dont want to throw them out onto the street, they are friends, but also I need to be concerned about my and families future also.
So, see, I find myself in a pickle, and not knowing what to do to open the jar and breath fresh air. I do not have the expenses to help them, and I dont want to tell them they are not wanted, but it has become a slight difficult situation. Any suggestions?? Willing to accept any...